We Don't Start By Being Brave
Field Note: We Start By Feeling Safe
We had just moved towns. I was approaching eleven. Old enough to recognise the change; young enough to feel it in my bones.
From my vantage point four feet off the ground, I trailed my parents through the small, paper-thin rituals of a new beginning. We paid the electricity deposit. We had keys cut at the hardware store. Next arrived the movers, backing into the driveway of a house that smelled of a very unique potpourri. Floor wax, dust, and the blank slate of possibility.
Two days later, the errands shifted from the functional to the personal. New school forms. New routines. New hopes. Then finally came the instruction, delivered with the casual weight of an afterthought:
”Make friends.”
It sounds so simple when adults say it. It is not simple when you are dropped into a strange landscape with no map, no shared stories, and a name nobody knows how to spell yet. “Make friends” isn’t really a directive. It is a wish.
That need for a place to land does not belong to childhood alone. It crosses time, geography, and, as it turns out, species.
A baby macaque monkey named Punch has gone viral recently because he is lonely. In a secluded corner of a Japanese zoo, Punch clings to a worn, plush IKEA orangutan as though it were his entire world. Abandoned by his mother and rebuffed by the chattering hierarchy of the monkey troop, he was given the toy by keepers as a small mercy.
It became his everything.
People around the world watched the footage and felt a sudden catch in their throats. It wasn’t just the “cuteness” of the creature. It was the recognition. We know that look. That reaching. That fierce holding on. The quiet, frantic hope that this...this soft thing, might finally be enough to keep the cold away.
What Punch reminded us of isn’t a new discovery, though it landed in our feeds without warning. In the 1950s, the psychologist Harry Harlow conducted his now-famous experiments with infant monkeys. He gave them two “mothers”: one made of cold, hard wire that provided milk, and one made of soft cloth that provided nothing but comfort.
The behaviourists of the day expected the infants to choose the food. They didn’t.
The monkeys spent their days clinging to the cloth. They ran to it when frightened. They slept against it. They chose warmth over survival. We aren’t so different. We are not sustained by provision alone; we are also shaped by presence. I know I was.
Most of us have our own versions of that plush toy. They aren’t always objects. Sometimes they are habits we reach for when belonging feels thin. A screen, a rigid routine, a role we play, a noise we use to drown out the quiet. Sometimes these things help us survive the night. Often, they are just stand-ins.
The ache underneath them is the same one I felt standing on the boundary of a new schoolyard, scanning a crowd of faces, trying to work out where I might be allowed to land. It is the same one Punch carries in his small, shivering body as he presses his face into synthetic fur and waits.
Faith speaks to this more honestly than we often like to admit.
The story of the Divine doesn’t begin with a list of advice or a set of chores. It begins with a Presence walking in a garden. It begins with the Creator noticing aloneness and naming it “not good.” God’s first move toward us isn’t a map or a lecture; it is a movement toward companionship. Again and again, the ancient promise isn’t about success or instruction. It is simpler, and much harder to believe: I am with you.
Belonging rarely arrives fully formed. It almost never starts with confidence. More often, it begins with the trembling courage to stretch out one more time. Even after the rejection, even after the move, even when the instruction seems too heavy for the person carrying it.
Make friends. Cling to what is soft. Hope that someone, somewhere, will reach back.




Another gem Mike! Thank you 🙏😍